this my friends.. is lonely

the state of my blog is lonely and for that i appologize. A lot has happened since i last updated so maybe i'll let some of you in on it...
*proms coming up and theres a lot of planning and fighting and such going on about it.
*March break was a lot of fun and was far too short. woot sanria
*i got to visit with chrissy whom i miss dearly and should come visit the mystery that is sanria
*i went and saw mac and guelph the other weekend and now i can't choose between them
*i want to quit my job a little bit... not that i don't like, im just bored
*my birday is coming up in about 3 weeks and im uber pumped for it.. the big 1-8... emar said she had something up her sleeve and i dunno what it could be
... i don't remember what else has been happening
...
nothing really i feel too young to be going away to school next year.. i feel like i should still be in high school, but i think im ready. .. as soon as i learn some basic survival skills... LIKE what to do if there's a fire, how to make friends (not relying on the ones i've been friends with since well.. forever), how to make appointments without my mom doing it for me, how to save money, how to budget, how to not be anti-social when thrown intoa completely new environment with no familiar faces, how to eat sensibly without my mom telling me to eat something more healthy than a whole bag of cheesies, how to fit my life into a tiny dorm that i must share, how to share a room and my stuff, how to use public washrooms comfortably, how to study effectively(havn't studied for anything in a very,very long time, how to not look like a huge baby freak when i break down without my mommy around... this list could really go on forever, which leads my to believe that im not ready for this.. oh hum

well i guess you all got you recommended dossage of your favourite downer lol. ttyl

BIG BEEF: the future.. or prom but i guess that could be included in the future too.. i suppose...