In honour of Colleen

Colleen did this totally cool thing where she listed 30 things about her self that people wouldn't usually guess... so I decided to totally copy her and try one out for my self... so let's see how this goes!

58 things that most of you probably don't know about me... or if you do well feel special

I....
-Go by my middle name because well i actually have no idea
- am named for both my grandmothers and a shortened version of my mother's name because they thought i was going to be the only girl of the family
- have a restraining order against one of my grandmothers
-love the 80's and anything to go with them
-hate responsibilities
-have peter pan syndrome because of it (i never want to grow up)
-often consider myself to be very stupid and question my intelligence constantly
-am put on a pedestal by my parents to be the shining light in the family
-am considered the favourite child by other two siblings
-consider myself to be the least liked child
-constantly feud with my parents about everything
-guess i have teenage angst.
-wish i had a better relationship with my sister, even though i find her too annoying to be with
-can't say no.... ever...and become bitter because of it
-i hate scary movies and can't watch them without getting nightmares
-can't hold my tongue
-often find my self rambling and see people getting annoyed/bored yet keep going
-find humour in areas that don't usually have any
-am an over-achiever
-really don't know what i'm about to do for the rest of my life
-love music... it brings joy to my life
-love aimlessly driving around singing so loudly that people on the outside of the car can hear us!
-love doing random things and really weird stuff
-am proud of who i have for friends
-am proud of being in French immersion
-wish i could have an actual relationship but know i am too shy and too selfish to have one
-am a huge homebody and love hanging out with my mom and watching movies all night
-am slightly OCD and terrified of change and have to actually sit down for a couple hours a think about what's changing and how it's going to affect me
-sometimes think about not going to university and attending lambton college just because of this
-Have a disease and have no idea the extremes of it and i have still not come to terms with it and i probably never will.
-get extremely upset over letter to the editors that i need to vent usually to my mom but sometimes to who ever is around
-love fast food
-hate being taken advantage of more than anything, yet constantly allow it to happen because i don't want people to hate me
-try to help everyone with everything but get insecure when i need help that no one will be there
-am very self conscious and my feeling are often easily hurt
-used to want to be an artist but when i realized i had no talent decided to write
-can't write poetry yet still continue to painfully try to
-am terrified of ghosts
-hate being home alone
-love robots and cats and i am not ashamed to admit it
-don't have any grand fathers
-remember almost every person i meet and their name even if they don't remember me
-cried more about my cat passing away than i did for my friend when she passed away
-don't handle death well
-laugh very loudly and usually people can tell who it is by my laugh
-can't fall asleep without something distracting me (ie the tv)
-LOVE seasons on dvd
-love living life to the fullest even on my down days
-cry a lot for other people
-throw up if something i eat or drink doesn't taste good but then feel completely fine
-am lactose-intolerant
-wish i would do more volunteer work
-have been followed twice in my car by creepy men
-get scared very easily... it's almost sad
-LOVE days in which people dress up and don't care what others think (spirit day, Halloween, Canada day etc)
-cry while watching almost every movie even if it isn't sad
-sometimes feel like i'll never live up to the goals that i set for my self yet i don't want to lower them because i want the ones that i have now


well there you go maybe i'll do 42 more to complete the 100 ... i'm sorry if you found that boring but maybe the other 42 will be more interesting! anyways thanks for the idea colleen!